don't care.

Never been in this much threat before.

It might be real ending. it might be just delusional. 

Regardless which side of the truth it is, 

don't care. 

Before im getting the anwser, 

I need to cast aside all the speculations. 

I need to ignore what other thinks. 

I need to avoid assumptions. 

Just don't care, and keep pressing on. 

with a faster pace, 

a better objective, 

and a clearer intention. 

Until I get a solid anwser, before the time runs up. 

Deep down im afraid of fighting a losing war, 

but im even afraid of losing a war that I did not fight. 

So don't care anymore. 

the usual Sunday night insomnia pattern

Except more sheets are running through my head.

How long am i going to stay stagnant before times is running out. 

so it was chocolate.

🤔

fix it.

Too timid to socialize

Or too proud to talk with others?

It's probably not a lock down

A soft reset, a second chance,or a timeout, whatever people likes to call.

The real question is how are we going to utilise them? How should i?

Sinking deep

Deeper than I could think of.
Would I still able to pull out from it if shit goes sour?

Am too afraid to know