Wednesday, May 29, 2024

Same insomnia 
Same bad decision of evening coffee 
Same thoughts that run through my head 
And same progress 


How long more do I need to break this unending loop?


Wednesday, February 7, 2024

在台上那卖弄英姿的舞步,口齿伶俐的他

当只为台下那朵小花表演时,却变成了硬直的五步,口吃零力。

何其可笑。

Saturday, March 11, 2023

IT'S NOT OVER.

The game is still on. 

Sunday, February 26, 2023

don't care.

Never been in this much threat before.
It might be real ending. it might be just delusional. 

Regardless which side of the truth it is, 

don't care. 

Before im getting the anwser, 
I need to cast aside all the speculations. 
I need to ignore what other thinks. 
I need to avoid assumptions. 

Just don't care, and keep pressing on. 

with a faster pace, 
a better objective, 
and a clearer intention. 

Until I get a solid anwser, before the time runs up. 

Deep down im afraid of fighting a losing war, 
but im even afraid of losing a war that I did not fight. 

So don't care anymore. 


Monday, September 26, 2022

the usual Sunday night insomnia pattern

Except more sheets are running through my head.

How long am i going to stay stagnant before times is running out. 

Wednesday, February 2, 2022

Friday, April 9, 2021