It might be real ending. it might be just delusional. 
Regardless which side of the truth it is, 
don't care. 
Before im getting the anwser, 
I need to cast aside all the speculations. 
I need to ignore what other thinks. 
I need to avoid assumptions. 
Just don't care, and keep pressing on. 
with a faster pace, 
a better objective, 
and a clearer intention. 
Until I get a solid anwser, before the time runs up. 
Deep down im afraid of fighting a losing war, 
but im even afraid of losing a war that I did not fight. 
So don't care anymore. 
